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BOOST: Watch ‘Made of Magic – Poetry of Rage and (Be)longing’ at EdFringe 2025 – “Eventually, art healed me enough that my words started coming back…” (Ad)

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Made of Magic is a multimedia spoken word show about one non-binary trans boy painting and writing his way out of a 10yr nervous breakdown – 2025 being year ten, because all-consuming mental illness doesn’t really have clear edges.

I used to identify exclusively as a writer. In school, I did 8yrs of art classes; I designed/painted sets for musicals and even the backdrop for a friend’s doctoral project… but ultimately, I always thought of it as a hobby.

Or I did, until my PTSD got so complex, the part of me that writes just… broke. This left me with a literally life-threatening flood of negative emotions, and an an utter inability to turn to what had previously been infallible tools for introspection and catharsis – my own words and voice.

I’m still here, able to write these words, because visual art saved the day. Sure, I often painted instead of sleeping… but I also painted instead of making one very un-take-backable decision. I routinely went to sleep at dawn, but not before spending an hour taking pictures of the sunrise. I drew with such AuDHD/OCD/manic hyperfocus, my poor right hand ended up with a-fancy-name-for-repetitive-strain-injury.

There is a poem in the show about being terrified I may never get to perform again. But eventually, art healed me enough that my words started coming back. And now, I get to perform that very poem (and most of the book it’s from) at the Fringe. How beautiful is that?

You can catch Made of Magic – Poetry of Rage and (Be)longing from August 4th – 9th from 10:30 and again from August 18th – 22nd from 22:50 both at Fleming Theatre at theSpace @ Surgeons’ Hall (55mins). Tickets (£10 / £7 conc. / £5. disabled / unemployed / 2FOR1 4th & 5th) are available through the EdFringe Online Box Office.

Jude FireSong aka Fabulous Phoenix Boy

Jude will perform Made of Magic – Poetry of Rage and (Be)longing at EdFringe 2025.